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本该一年前到手的证书今天终于拿到手上了。激动了那么一阵子也终归平静。
因为现在要证明你的实力的不是一张红皮证书而是能力。
不过毕竟自己曾经付出过，总想获得一些能安慰自己的结果。
多谢小新师弟····虽然他这次不过，也不知道他为我们这事奔波的途中有没有一些想法。
ANYWAY，盼他明年再来，也希望他也能等到这一刻。
拿到证书后，我们一天的行程都与吃有关。
中午到了恒宝广场的食字路口解决午餐问题，价钱中等偏上，但也还可以。
下午茶，我们到了上下九出名的陈添记吃猪肠粉和招牌爽鱼皮，这鱼皮真的超正····
推荐指数直达五星。
路过顺记冰室，也过把瘾。吃了小时候爱吃的红豆冰，回味过去。
不过，我也无法体味以前的激动与幸福了。毕竟人长大了，去评价一样事物的依据已经改变了。
超正的猪肠粉与爽鱼皮
环境很有老字号的味道，街坊味很浓 -
晚上几乎都是边看G4边吃饭的。看着身边发生的事情，有时候觉得自己伤冬悲秋很无谓。于是就越发觉得自己的普通。我并不是想成为一个伟人。可是总幻想自己的生活能有那么一点不一样。而不是每天的两点一线。
不过每次看本来ZF可以几天就可以解决的问题，却非得等到媒体报道或高官出面时才解决我就很鄙视那群糟蹋纳税人的钱的人。大家老是无力地说“这环境就是这样的了，能怎么样呢？”，我除了冷漠，真的不知道该有什么反应。
上周《一虎一席谈》的辩题是关于马先生是否应该庇护陈先生。有一群支持者坚持：马先生会给与TW社会一个不一样的环境，会不遗余力地打机HJ政治。另一批人就觉得：大环境没改变，一切只会循环下去。看完后，我并没有总结出什么政治形势，我只是很认同一个嘉宾反击现场观众用李某人的腐败做例子时的一句评论：你的智商不是五年前的智商。我很有拍掌的冲动。是的，我们那群人民公仆的智商不是N十年前的智商了，看到的历史教训已经够多了。为啥还是为某些主义所牵绊呢？
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看得越多，想得到的就越少。
这是上期《城市画报》里头的一句话。是的，看到媒体毫无止境的报道，就越不想理会或追究什么是真相。而且往往真相都是朴实却又是生活的一部分。
自己想得到的，还是很多。我想这是因为我看得不够多的缘故吧。
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跟桐学跳舞好几次了，but同乐日第一次参加，因为今次学生老师都要上。
本来我要跳GIMME MORE同COUNTRY BOY既，但由于前者人少，后者人多，所以就跳GIMME MORE的几个八拍。其实都几想跳埋后者，but来跳GIMME MORE的人少，无计咯。
好耐都无系咁多人面前跳过舞了，对上一次仲系高一集体舞的时候了。我仲记得过首歌系BSB的EVERYBODY同Britney的Lucky合成版。
12点钟集合过场，然后就等到四点至轮到我地跳。
系等待同观看的期间，有好多的感触。
首先，在场的，除左导师，学院同观众大部分都系学生，高中生，初中生，等。我觉得自己系其中已经算老了。都做嘢咯。不过咁样都好，起码让我觉得自己还是有一份热情同朝气去面对生活。
见到D导师跳，觉得距地都好犀利，动作到位，有力，有feel。终于有机会亲眼见到第一届星空舞状元的第三名Denny跳舞了，真系正，厉害！
曾经何时自己对跳舞都充满热忱，but总系俾借口自己放弃。
虽然自己跳得一般，但尼样5系最重要的。
重要的系，原来都几好玩噶。虽然已经做嘢了，但自己仲有玩的资本，所以要坚持到自己顶5顺为止。
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今天跟面，东西，小新终于吃到了东西强烈推荐的咖喱牛腩河粉了····
味道还不错，微辣，吃了会出汗，但不会马上灌水那种
粉挺爽的，but没有薯仔的咖喱牛腩还是第一次尝到
味道还可以，值得推荐！
保叔汤粉屋：广州市天河区华景新城华景路69号（引用至东西百度blog）
生菜挺新鲜的····
某人跟某人的暧昧“光明正大偷牵手的”偷拍照！
准备send给184叔叔看，哈哈~！
好玩！第一次做这种狗仔队式的偷拍
厄····应该是光明正大的偷拍啦！
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东西准备action了
大家都觉得这步应该是正确的
既然自己不会后悔，那就走吧
支持你！
我们今天又难逃命运：又M又K了 ··
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顺便再次感谢面的deliver啦！不如我们月结或季结吧！
越来越混乱的数了
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coffee！coffee！
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wrote by yesterday:
2008-6-7
It is raining cats and dogs again outside.
Luckily, I chose to dinner in the office. No one is by my side and nobody is in the line of my sight. I am enjoying the short and value time. Only the new-decorated smell stops the perfect. Gossip from others keeps running into my ears. Sometimes, I don’t know why they have some much to say and some much to be curious. I find it is difficult to start up topics to break the silence. But it is the crucial lesson I should learn in the society. Communication and refuse to compromise are the vital reason why I left CT; therefore, I really don’t want it to happen again and again.
Today, the entrance examination of university begin, my cousin is doing her best to achieve high score in order for a good university. Reminding 5years ago, I was still a little girl who was so intense but self-confident. What a pity, the result was not satisfied, but within my expectation. Right now, I have been working. Bachelor’s degree did not bring me much practical skill to survive easily, but it gave me opportunities to learn how to think and how to judge which let me know the aim and spirit of higher education. I am trying my best to correct my demerits by choosing a detailed work that needs chariness. Especially, I got the news that I passed the TEM8; I nearly can’t believe it until I can see my name on the notice board myself. I do hope it is not a dream. Cheer up Cass!
A few days ago, I dreamt him. How long did I dream him last? I can’t remember, but I am sure it would be a long time. I know he is not in the same city with me, but I am sure he also endeavor himself to his target. By the way, Sissy’s story moves me again and again. If not action now, I would hate myself. So the next targets are to finish JA’s collection, to keep on learning French, to work hard and earn more, to find my love.
It seems that a chapter of accidents in China is still going. A week ago, a helicopter has fell down, no casualty, which has added more tragedy melody to Sichuan and China. Thousands of soldiers have received the order to search, but the chance is in the million. Anyway, hope is lightened; please send it to those who are still in darkness. Recently, when putting on the newspaper, I can see more and more charity shows for the earthquake have been held. It’s a good thing, which rectifies some misunderstanding to this industry. However, this action is difficult to control, which needs careful plan and frontal propaganda, because those who are captious would judge it a way to show off, not a true performance from their hearts. I understand there are some one likes to create some news in order to catch people’s eye, but if people are wise enough, they would not trust them easily and kick up a row with those “creators”. Am I right? Anyway, that’s why this industry is so busy and sharp.
Rising up my head, I find sunshine appears. That’s the life. You never know what kind of chocolate you are going to get till you get it. I remind one old song:
You are sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy when shine are great
You never know dear
How much I love
When the sun shine again
(Am I right?)
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最近的天气犹如心情，变化莫测
阳光灿烂后就会雷鸣闪电，狂风暴雨
这就是六月的广州
（二）
又到了高考
每年高考都必定会自我回想一次，当年的自己
印象还是很清晰，就连每一场考试坐哪个位置，穿什么衣服
爸妈在外头的哪个位置等待
就连第一场考完后拿到的饭盒是什么样的菜式
都历历在目
这就是我，总记得一些看似无关既要却又舍不得丢弃的记忆
多幸福的三天
长期的作战到了收获的时刻
父母的关爱也在这段时期得到更多的升华
警察叔叔指挥着交通为学子们让路
就连今年撞日子的龙舟也提前赛跑
邻居暂停了喧哗，只为了这群孩子人生的第一战
其他的一切都先抛诸脑后
只有一份一份的试题才是唯一
人生曾几何时能获得如此的优待？
亲戚中只有表妹赶上了这08大战
怕有所影响，只在QQ里留言：Good Luck！
此时此刻，应该为哪道题目而费神吧
2008的高考学子，一切顺利！
（三）
难以总结最近的生活，因为总是在混乱中度过
还在摸索中
不断地提醒自己，不要羡慕别人的路
别人能做的，自己不一定能
而自己的路，也只有自己知道该怎么走
虽然还不可以清晰地说出自己要走什么样的路
起码，还不至于走到相反的地方去吧。
